Arrrrrgghhhh.. Year 2010 is coming soon.. Everyone is exciting and welcoming new year is coming soon.. But, for me.. I dun have tat kind of mood.. Cuz form 5 life is around the corner.. I am starting to feel stress.. Dunno why.. Mayb cause today heard Ronny them chit chat abt SPM.. I am scaring of exams.. I no confident at all.. But I will try my best to study hard for SPM.. I reali scare i cant use my time wisely.. I scare sometimes i cant attend my tuition class.. I noe tis year i reali escaped many many times for my tuition already.. My mum hope tat i wont do like tat anymore next year.. Cuz she still let me feel relax in form 4.. Next year, reali reali tough for me.. Band and Studies.. Of course I prefer Band.. But for my future, I nid to care Studies too.. I reali scare i cant get gd result.. Parents giving me pressure, myself pressure, bro giving me pressure.. HaizzzzZ....... I reali reali worry abt tis.. Nobody can help me.. I nid to settle all of tis problems by myself.. The only wish for me in year 2010 is.. I can spend more time in studies and get excellent result..
*Especially for my dearest Sweetheart Di ♥,
Sorry my dear.. Next yr is reali important for me.. Mayb sometimes i nid spend more time in studies and cant pei you.. Reali reali sorry.. But I will try my best to pei you too..^^ I jz hope you can ti liang me.. But I noe you sure will ti liang me de hor.. Hahahaha! ThanksssS! Love You Always! *Our Loves Will Never End Until The End ♥ 1111*
